Thursday, January 31, 2008
God.. save me im so hungry.. how i wish i can just summon the food out. =[ I can't believe what a mess my family is in now. fuck sia fuck fuck fuck! argh! i feel very sian la.. nbbbbbbbb...... this cannot that cannot. whats the solution? i dun want to think... my dad is gona think bout it not me!why... why why why is he sooo......... zzzz... hopefully my dad can recover faster.. yea i now realised he is old already. but im not ready to take care of him.. like wa lao why sia.. why other ppl no need. why other ppl de dad still not so old. cb sia. i duno what to do now..forget it i can't be bothered. im just gona concentrate on my own things. let him settle things himself. he shouldn't even come and find me lor. he shouldn't even go all the way to my workplace. Walk so much in the end see la see! who ask u walk so much for what now talk until is my fault? i late go home so what? care is care if u went to find me but did not say those things i MAY feel sad and guilty but who is the one in the wrong. lol i know my dad wont' read it but who cares.. i just want to vent out my anger! ok la sian la cip tmr sibei sian!!!! want to die already.. bye
stitch said at 9:08 PM