Sunday, September 06, 2009
haiz... haiz... haiz...haiz.. haiz.. zzz i can't stop sighing sia. wth. today spent few hours playing MU haha private server zzz.. nth to do just play for fun a bit lor...play until headache zz....... ahhhhhh y do i always get headache! i hate it. today feel so bored.. tmr also feel bored day after tmr also will feel bored. @#$@#% i wish i got this device that can bring me to the time i set and also bring me back to the past... i suddenly miss being in secondary school.. laugh at the teachers hoho.. so fun so fun~now like everything sucks. sucks! i duno y i feel so emo now sia. y y y? walao i feel im such a failure.. the things i say won't do de i will do.. and things i say will do i didn't do.. what is this.. y like this y y ywhy do i like to ask qns? i also duno. wth suddenly i hate myself cuz im so weird. i can't even answer my own qns. i feel..as though all my happiness has been sucked away by a dementor.. and now im only left wif the unhappy thoughts. im sleepy..... i dun want to sleep.. cuz wake up liao i have to do the same thing..... can i dun keep doing the same thing anot? i dun want my holidays liao it sucks. i want back my school days!if i sleep.. can i dun wake up? i wanna have a nice dream and stay there for as long as i want.. can i have that wish? =[ nobody can grant me that wish de. not even santa clauz. haiz.. y isit that when i feel happy it won't last so long but when i feel sad it feels like forever???????? emo days faster pass.... i want happy days! aiya even blogging i also feel sian. every single thing is boring.. shall stop here.
stitch said at 9:23 PM